i want to use this more....

but i still cannot figure out shit about it. this layout is also horrendous. how do i make it something i want?

I cannot get work done.

And I cannot find the motivation to get out of this rut.

this feels a bit like Xanga

Oh, how that brings back memories.

I made this blog mostly because I want to follow other peoples' blogs, like my friends who are abroad or go to other schools and all that. But I'm sure I'll write stuff in here on my own from time to time. I think a big factor in creating this was my desire to keep a record of me, somewhere, somehow. Lately I have been recalling many memories from the past, and I think it would be good to write them down in case I ever forget completely. So I guess I am making this mostly for me. Which makes sense, because I don't think many people will be reading.